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Bulldozer Rollercoaster

by Calla Eris Orion

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1.
Muladhara 02:12
I lost all reason when I saw your face on the TV I went out to all the places I knew you would have to be You've got me all mixed up into that shining way you are I would like to invite you out for a ride in my new car I would like to make you out to be the beginning and the end of me You have to know that I deserve to hold your system in my grip You have to know that I deserve to hold you by the fingertip I wish that you could be my everything and everything to me This whining sound I hear within my ear has nearly ceased to see You're gorgeous and you're dangerous You haven't let me go just yet I have your energy within me do you want to make a bet? I have your energy within me do you want to make a bet?
2.
The color green has set its shape upon my skin I had to look around the room to hear the din You have your every movement as a video And I forget to lock the door when I arrive My muscle memory records your every shake My fancy fabric wouldn't meet you at the lake You'd have to shark your way around the sulky scene But everything has everything to do with everything I spend my waking hours deciding what to do with you You are my favorite and my most despised defeat I have a trace of doubt that lingers in my open mind That makes me spin and turn and sit and write a beat The shake and spin has covered over everything My endless hours spent consorting with the spring I love you love you like a lover I can't hold You have a life you have a vision and a soul Your energy has called upon my empty mind You trigger substances that shout in simple time I'm running lips to you to speak the truth a word away from one You can't be done until you can't be done.
3.
Manipura 03:06
I can't know more things I won't be gone for long I wish I had your ghost still glad I met your face that day. I wish I kept your hand in mine I'm not fine I'm just blending in no more chances no more glances no more fancy flights. I came in the room I saw you your face your eyes your skin your mind. I had to look I had no choice I had to have I had no voice.
4.
Anahata 03:57
This time I dedicate the songs to you Whatever you want to do is alright with me You'll find A heart behind this time A waste of breath on a mind Nobody's ache but mine Growth It had it's weight on my bend I would carry it again If you'd just let me back in Grace I seem to have so much of none What is it that I have become? A shell of what I have done Make me A piece of anything you be yourself A piece of some antique on your shelf A piece of memory you hide away Take me Away from all this shivering and stone Away from my desire to be alone Away from my old need to feel a fray Let's go Have a hideaway beneath the moon Turn a song into our favorite tune Leave a trail of love in our wake Let go Turn a fall into a full flight Make a good day of a goodnight Have a joy out of a mistake Have a joy out of a mistake
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Vishuddha 03:21
Your eyes are calling cards to my mind I can't find a line too deep to define I'm out moving my shape Too stark to shark anything What is this everything? What is the meaning? I saw your face did not believe it You have a trace I can not deceive it I won't be far so gone from seeing Here is an organ, play what I'm bleeding: I held a trip upon the tight seething I kept a grip from your memories leaving I pushed my boundaries until they bled me I couldn't accept my fate until it fed me I bruised myself for days unending I canceled dates and claimed to be pretending But now I'm finished. For real, I'm done. How does it feel like I've lost when I've won? I felt the future unfold before my lies But the future looked dizzy and sizzled against the skies It beats its body into the sun They joined together as one And all of this happened before my eyes My rotten fabric was strong against my skin I'd sapped my strength too long to let the love in The video was composed of those scenes that seemed to me to be visions of ghosts of all those dying seconds
7.
Ajna 03:02
I wink & nudge & spin & shake & work the room until I break Your eyes are blood My face is tears I hold your harm I seek your cheers This is the way to be You fold it high I keep it low We soft & hard We fast & slow Continue to be in my dreams That's where I seem to want your glow This is the way to be Enemies of enemies are seeing clearly In my fearless eyes What do I derive? Have I had my mind so safe from time? It sounded gone like a silent song When the vestibule's empty of the fools What would I have done wrong? Did I cause you harm? Did I cause harm? Wish is a sea Where would we be if we had nothing else to dream? I'll keep your ache It brings me joy It's less opposed than it might seem This is the way to be Enemies of enemies are seeing clearly In my fearless eyes What do I derive? Have I had my mind so safe from time? It sounded gone like a silent song When the vestibule's empty of the fools What would I have done wrong? Did I cause you harm? Did I cause harm?
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Sahasrara 03:57
Don't try Do your thing Don't try Do your thing Don't try Do your thing Don't try Do your thing Someday we will die I don't want you to cry I don't want you to leave I don't want it at ease Our hands are intertwined I'll grip onto your spine Your root's twisted in mine Make lines sound so fine My trip is in your heart My life is in your art My space is at a cost My mouth is at a loss I'm here touching your wind I'm out calling your skin We'll blow all of the lights We're good at our goodnights
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released July 1, 2015

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